As of Now? explores absence through the interplay of light and shadow. Shadows, like our emotions, are complex, appearing to be straightforward at first glance, but when you think about it, it seems to be involved with various layers. Initially, the shadow has an absent element, yet there is also a sense of wholeness. Suggesting that the object is just out of reach yet still elusive. If you are looking at the shadow of a flower, you know the flower must be close, but the flower can never exist in its own shadow. The shadow belongs to the flower, but does the flower belong to the shadow? Through this exploration of absence, I am also asking the question: how we hold onto our memories.